It is only Tuesday and my brain hurts, well technically the day is just about over....it just seems like even when I am able to lay it down the day and all of its stress is going to be running continuously in my head. I am doing great. I have to keep it up...or it is all going to be a waste of time and energy. Today my little baby went to his first dentist appointment. He has a little tooth in and it is causing me to be nervous and sad. I didn't think I would miss it so much...his he growing up and before I know it he is going to not be nursing and becoming a big boy like his brother, running to the bus refusing to hug me good bye afraid his friend may see and make fun of him. I guess that is just all a part of growing up.